Why is it that I am so over emotional all the time. I mean not ALL the time, but just even the most simplest slightest thing that angers my mind or darts straight through my chest causes me to break down. My over thinking just makes everything worse and more unbearable for me. It’s a disgusting habit of mine. Little things like that hit me so hard that it causes this urge in me to speak my mind and just let my feelings splatter all over the place. After, I have this constant fighting impulse to hold back more than what I’ve already gutted. Just going through this entire unnecessary process, I feel bad. I just feel bad. It wasn’t anything before, but I’ve built it up into something even more than it already was. My feelings and emotions just take over me. I’m sorry that I’m a muse for so many avoidable problems. I’m sorry.